June 1 and the plateau goes on
Weigh in today at 229, up three pounds from last month but still within the 224-234 ten pound fluctuation that began around the holidays. The holidays of 2009! Six months!!!
Really, I'm not stressed. It was maddening at first, then it became funny, then morphed into something prison-like. You know, like accepting your fate. Now it is just the way things are. And being stuck here is better than being stuck there. Where is there? Back in the four hundreds, that's where there is. And it sure is good to not be there anymore.
Trouble is, in this case, you can go home again. If you aren't careful. But why would you want to? Missing the diabetes? The high blood pressure? The constant sweating and fatigue? No, I don't miss it and I don't want to go home again. Sure, Hostess cream-filled-anythings are heavenly and peanut butter on a spoon may be about as good as life gets, but those taste sensations come with a price tag that is just too rich for my blood. So I will keep on keeping on. Hope you have half the heart to do the same.
Really, I'm not stressed. It was maddening at first, then it became funny, then morphed into something prison-like. You know, like accepting your fate. Now it is just the way things are. And being stuck here is better than being stuck there. Where is there? Back in the four hundreds, that's where there is. And it sure is good to not be there anymore.
Trouble is, in this case, you can go home again. If you aren't careful. But why would you want to? Missing the diabetes? The high blood pressure? The constant sweating and fatigue? No, I don't miss it and I don't want to go home again. Sure, Hostess cream-filled-anythings are heavenly and peanut butter on a spoon may be about as good as life gets, but those taste sensations come with a price tag that is just too rich for my blood. So I will keep on keeping on. Hope you have half the heart to do the same.
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